The mental health thread

[Sebastian]

I was a star, but now i'm a sixth man.. i'm being sarcastic

I wanna die so badly today, it's fucking crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. the lack of sleep is just killing me.
I just feel like i'ts going to happen eventually.. don''t know when, don't know how, but the lack of purpose, well being and lack of gratification is starting to really kill me from within.

This season need to start soon and even then i'm not sure it's going to make it interesting enough for me to continue.

What hobbies are you still able to do?

 

[The Process God]

One would believe so, however, the apple cider vinegar helps balance the pH in your stomach to neutralize the acid. The most common thought is, apple cider vinegar is acid, but when it is consumed it becomes alkaline.

I've worked in the supplement industry for 6 years now. This is correct.

 

[The Human Q-Tip]

Think i'm developing diabetes or something. I used to have ablood sugar level around the 80 range and in recent blood works it keeps raising up each time and now it's at 100.
every time I eat something sweet I feel weak and tired.. and the fact that I don't sleep at all is just a huge risk factor right now.


Also, why am I back to Sixth Man? where is my Gold Star Member? It's one thing that I don't really like that green color, but to demote me like that?

Didn't Ben, etc. bump you up to S34?

 

[Adam]

I've worked in the supplement industry for 6 years now. This is correct.

Without being too much of a dick and dragging the thread off topic I'd like to ask you to prove this as it is impossible to my knowledge of bronstedlowry acids. Unless there is some kind of secondary reaction happening

 

[Sir'Dom Pointer]

Didn't Ben, etc. bump you up to S34?

you know it.. but im back to the bench it seems.

 

[Adam]

you know it.. but im back to the bench it seems.

Green is better than gold for the record. It's under the wine and gold. Should still have complete access to everything. Just pm Ben

 

[WellYouNeednt]

I was a star, but now i'm a sixth man.. i'm being sarcastic

I wanna die so badly today, it's fucking crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. the lack of sleep is just killing me.
I just feel like i'ts going to happen eventually.. don''t know when, don't know how, but the lack of purpose, well being and lack of gratification is starting to really kill me from within.

This season need to start soon and even then i'm not sure it's going to make it interesting enough for me to continue.

Hang in there! Somehow or some way -- you have to stay strong. Look at it this way -- you brought people together in this thread. So many people now are opening up about their own struggles and I think a lot of people are benefiting from this thread.

Hey, who would have thought Jigo had an emotional side!

Hang in their Sir Dom, we are here for you!

 

[Sir'Dom Pointer]

Hang in there! Somehow or some way -- you have to stay strong. Look at it this way -- you brought people together in this thread. So many people now are opening up about their own struggles and I think a lot of people are benefiting from this thread.

Hey, who would have thought Jigo had an emotional side!

Hang in their Sir Dom, we are here for you!

Don't use the word hang around me!
I'm hanging, but for what though? makes no sense..

 

[The Human Q-Tip]

Your mind is the most important part of your body, and it is not even close. Your mind is what lets you laugh, joke, dream, communicate, etc. It lets you understand music, and movies, and you still have all of yours.

None of us know right now what kind of medical advances, etc, may come in the next few years. There may be pain controlling surgeries/drugs that may massively improve your life in that regard, but it's not going to do you any good if you're not around to benefit from that.

Do you mind letting us know the general area in which you live? I'd be more than happy to do some digging for you to find things that would make your life better.

 

[Sir'Dom Pointer]

The mind and the body are connected. An injured body will eventually equal an injured mind and vice versa.
Problem is that my mind is a damn weakling piece of shit. It was always weak, but my body was okayish.. now that the body is falling apart the mind is going along for the ride.

You are right about the medical advances, but there is something seriously wrong with me at the moment and that goes beyond the body.. This is why I wanna give up.
I can not stand how I act around the people that do me nothing wrong.. I can't be an emotionless zombie anymore, I want to feel like what others feel.

I don't want to be an embarrasment to my family, I don't want people to remember for who I am at the moment, but for who I was and it's starting to fade.

I don't wanna end up being a bum with no job, career and a family that is a subject of ridicule. I have too much pride and that's starting to fade aswell.

I tried going to a psychologists and it's always seemed like a waste of money, none of them help and every visit I keep quiet because I have nothing meaningful to say.

I currently live outside the U.S unfortunately.

Thanks Q-Tip.

 

[Adam]

The mind and the body are connected. An injured body will eventually equal an injured mind and vice versa.
Problem is that my mind is a damn weakling piece of shit. It was always weak, but my body was okayish.. now that the body is falling apart the mind is going along for the ride.

You are right about the medical advances, but there is something seriously wrong with me at the moment and that goes beyond the body.. This is why I wanna give up.
I can not stand how I act around the people that do me nothing wrong.. I can't be an emotionless zombie anymore, I want to feel like what others feel.

I don't want to be an embarrasment to my family, I don't want people to remember for who I am at the moment, but for who I was and it's starting to fade.

I don't wanna end up being a bum with no job, career and a family that is a subject of ridicule. I have too much pride and that's starting to fade aswell.

I tried going to a psychologists and it's always seemed like a waste of money, none of them help and every visit I keep quiet because I have nothing meaningful to say.

I currently live outside the U.S unfortunately.

Thanks Q-Tip.

Conversely if you can ride this out, dig deep, rally and overcome obstacles most never have to face you could be an inspiration for huge numbers of people. You cam t change where you are right now bit tomorrow is up for grabs. Set a small goal maybe? There was a Ted talk (which I can't find) where someone essentially made a role play game for their life by giving themselves XP for small achievements like getting up and more for big things like rehabilitation etc..

I liked it as an idea. If you like it we can help you come up with the rules

 

[David.]

You have to set goals dude.

 

[The Human Q-Tip]

The mind and the body are connected. An injured body will eventually equal an injured mind and vice versa.

Stephen Hawking says that particular argument is b.s..

 

[Sir'Dom Pointer]

Stephen Hawking says that particular argument is b.s..

Yeah, I thought about him after I wrote this, but there are exceptions and i'm not one of them

 

[The Human Q-Tip]

Yeah, I thought about him after I wrote this, but there are exceptions and i'm not one of them

Gotta tell you, I have a very good friend who has been paralyzed for nearly 30 - brain is sharp as hell, though.

Yeah, I thought about him after I wrote this, but there are exceptions and i'm not one of them

No, everybody is an exception. Nobody's brain is magically tied to their physical capabilities. Plenty of great athletes and supermodels who are dumb as hell, and plenty of people with physical limitations whose minds are fantastic. If you choose to let your mind go because you're depressed about your body, that's different. But really, if your body is limited, that's the time to focus more on everything else.

Where exactly are you, dude? A lot of countries have developed programs for military guys who have lost a lot of body functions, focusing on mental and.emotional health. And a lot of that stuff would translate to a guy in your situation. You need to find the right people to help you work through what is a shitty situation.