David.
Radical Centrist
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Man its just peaks and valleys.It's crazy how people react to me nowadays. People used to enjoy my company, girls used to smirk and smile around me..
I don't know if that's because I kinda got unattractive or because I just don't smile anymore, but it's killing me.
Men look down on me while they used to respect the hell out of me and I feel women no longer are attracted to me.
I'm currently really slow on Physiotherapy, I struggle a lot and it's costly. toughest thing is that I'm always depressed and it seems that people don't take my cocerns seriously because how I present them or how unhappy or depressed I look.
I bet if someone else was asking the same questions or concerns they would be treated differently. I'm so not used to being like that and it's terrible feeling ugly, disrespectful and weak.
There are times when i cant talk ti anyone and dont have a chance in hell at getting attention from fat ugly girls. And there are times i fuck pornstars. Its all cycles.
You should start studying how to improve yourself mentally. Jordan peterson is great on YouTube.