Went to a meeting.
Some people were obviously not doing well with recovery.. I wanted to tell half the people there it's more than just not using and coming to meetings..
I feel like on the baseline their just dealing with the symptoms of the bigger problem, and the bigger problem is they're miserAble people and just taking away something from them without replacing it (credit the Leftovers) is a recipe for disaster.
That doc I mentioned pages back says happiness is derived from constant social interaction and relationships, being physically active, helping others (my next step) and always trying new stuff.
The meeting was generally good because it touches on almost all of those, and more specifically when people get up, there may be a sound byte level quote from each person that you hold on with you and keep in your thought process.
A couple good ones: if you have one foot on yesterday and one on tomorrow, you shit all over today.
The biggest problem someone found is that they were still a shitty person even when they put the drugs down, and they weren't expecting that.
I've got to deal with anger better. That's my biggest issue and it's been tested a lot this last week