David.
Radical Centrist
- Joined
- Jun 30, 2009
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@The Human Q-Tip that friend and I really aren't talking still, that tension is everywhere I see right now I don't see it going away.
@Maximus thanks.. thanks to both of you.
Took care of menial stuff like gym, groceries and work, focusing on next steps now.
Can't sleep. Medi-cal is taking too long so I'm going to have to pay out of pocket to see a doctor. Will continue to try over the counter and meditation etc until my appointment.
Dog park and then setting up an appointment with career services to find something that will work for my personality type.. then searching for head hunters and using a couple resources I've acquired, and mapping out an option board in regards to career, current jobs and where I want to live.
The drugs have to go. I can't even keep my diet in check because I don't eat for a few days and then I binge. There's no way in hell I can hold a relationship on this stuff. It just.. feels fucking good, is the problem. Every issue goes away. Everyone is beautiful. I wake up in reality and sometimes I've acquired things just by whatever happened when I was out of my mind (work is not work, it's money for having fun.. various remarkably attractive girls) but the bad outweigh the good. I cannot progress to the next phases of life if I'm on it.
So i have someone who will take the stuff off my hands, and that actually pays for 40% of my monthly income attributable to usage of it. The problem is the other 60%. Back to the idea that I need an actual job so I can make this transition.
@Maximus thanks.. thanks to both of you.
Took care of menial stuff like gym, groceries and work, focusing on next steps now.
Can't sleep. Medi-cal is taking too long so I'm going to have to pay out of pocket to see a doctor. Will continue to try over the counter and meditation etc until my appointment.
Dog park and then setting up an appointment with career services to find something that will work for my personality type.. then searching for head hunters and using a couple resources I've acquired, and mapping out an option board in regards to career, current jobs and where I want to live.
The drugs have to go. I can't even keep my diet in check because I don't eat for a few days and then I binge. There's no way in hell I can hold a relationship on this stuff. It just.. feels fucking good, is the problem. Every issue goes away. Everyone is beautiful. I wake up in reality and sometimes I've acquired things just by whatever happened when I was out of my mind (work is not work, it's money for having fun.. various remarkably attractive girls) but the bad outweigh the good. I cannot progress to the next phases of life if I'm on it.
So i have someone who will take the stuff off my hands, and that actually pays for 40% of my monthly income attributable to usage of it. The problem is the other 60%. Back to the idea that I need an actual job so I can make this transition.