I don't see self esteem and feel good as necessary the same thing, although sometimes they can be combined.
Music makes me feel good, I don't know that it adds to self esteem.
Adds to self esteem:
- spending time with my family
- providing for my family
- improving my health
- problem solving (programming, running our business, etc)
- having our company succeed and grow/creating jobs for all of our employees
So I try to work in things that make me feel good into those.
For example, I enjoy playing virtual reality and playing virtual reality games by itself doesn't necessarily improve self esteem. I suppose improving and beating prior high scores can. But I use it to exercise, which helps improve my health, which adds to my self esteem. I don't have the patience to get exercise from things I don't enjoy while I'm doing them.
It can be challenging to figure out how to balance all of this because there are so often not enough hours in the day and the time required for one conflicts with the time required for others.
When things run smoothly, all of the weight I carry on my shoulders is great for self esteem, when there are problems, it can be overwhelming. That's another part of balancing, I have projects I want to do, things that would be fun to do, and rewarding when they are done, but also things that add to the weight on my shoulders and potential for that becoming overwhelming.